I Have Been Making Poor Choices

poor choices

Lately, I have been making poor choices and having random outbursts of anger, almost rage. I think it is from all the different chemicals I’m pumping into my body, In the month of July, I was prescribed and taking the following medications (many were at different times, but some were at the same time).

  • Gabapentin
  • Lyrica
  • Zyrtec
  • Ibuprofen 800mg
  • Diclofenac Sodium
  • Amoxicillin
  • Doxycycline

Then add two oral surgeries and dealing with mold at work. I think that my July was a mess mostly because I had a chemical storm brewing in m body. I don’t respond typically to medications, If there is a rare side-effect, then I know that I will likely experience it.

To those that I have upset, annoyed, pissed off, or got to experience one of my “lovely” outbursts. I’m deeply sorry for my actions. Though I know that I’m responsible and in control of my own actions, the medications certainly make that very difficult for me at times.

I know for sure that I have pissed off at least two friends, destroyed one friendship, damaged my marriage, and had several outbursts while at work in front of my co-workers. Not to mention some random gestures to other drivers while driving.

I need to get this crap right. I need to figure out how to repair the damage as well. Wish me luck!

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