Lately, I have been making poor choices and having random outbursts of anger, almost rage. I think it is from all the different chemicals I’m pumping into my body, In the month of July, I was prescribed and taking the following medications (many were at different times, but some were at the same time).
- Gabapentin
- Lyrica
- Zyrtec
- Ibuprofen 800mg
- Diclofenac Sodium
- Amoxicillin
- Doxycycline
Then add two oral surgeries and dealing with mold at work. I think that my July was a mess mostly because I had a chemical storm brewing in m body. I don’t respond typically to medications, If there is a rare side-effect, then I know that I will likely experience it.
To those that I have upset, annoyed, pissed off, or got to experience one of my “lovely” outbursts. I’m deeply sorry for my actions. Though I know that I’m responsible and in control of my own actions, the medications certainly make that very difficult for me at times.
I know for sure that I have pissed off at least two friends, destroyed one friendship, damaged my marriage, and had several outbursts while at work in front of my co-workers. Not to mention some random gestures to other drivers while driving.
I need to get this crap right. I need to figure out how to repair the damage as well. Wish me luck!
